Post by ActuallyFace on Jun 21, 2014 20:34:10 GMT -8
Full Name: Emisha Kallis
Used Name: Emisha, or just Emi
Date of Birth (mm/dd): 8/19
Age: About 8.5 sweeps- almost 19 Earth years.
Height and Weight: 5'8" and 130lbs
Pronouns: She/her
Actual Gender/Gender Identity: Female
Gender Assigned At Birth: Female
Sexual and Romantic Orientation:
Medical Need(s)/Accommodation(s)?: None
Disabilities?: None
Chumhandle: frozenDegenerate
Text Color (hex code): #c69f46
Quirk: types entirely in lower cvse replvces "a"s with "v"s and uses no punctuvtion
Blood Color (hex code): #c69f46 - orangeblooded
Moon: Prospit
Symbol: Basically an elongated kite, with a line extending from the top point, through the center, and through the bottom to extend slightly below (almost like an arrow, but not quite).
God Tier: Bard of Hope
Explanation of Chosen God Tier: The Bard is "one who invites destruction through [aspect]", as well as "one who allows destruction of [aspect]", and hope is... fairly straightforward; meaning, literally, hope. Emmi invites destruction through hope in the sense that her hope for a better life, for a meaningful relationship, etc., pulls her further into destructive and harmful tendencies (lots of meaningless, unsafe sex, dangerous drugs, smoking). And through these tendencies and exposition to this world, Emmi further allows the destruction of that very hope.
Land: Land of Sunshine and Meadows
Description of Land: Emmi's land is basically an ironic insult to her general lack of innocence, an ode to her loss of innocence, a taunt (in forcing her into the kind of frivolity she dislikes), and a display of what she- way deep down- truly craves and desires, without really knowing it. It is basically what the name implies; endless meadows full of lush grass and colorful flowers, a daintily pretty pillow thick enough to sleep on, interrupted by the occasional small pond (the land's water source). The sun is bright and warm, and dances across the sometimes glittery or reflective surfaces of the flower petals, and the dewdrops on the long, comfortable blades of grass, which for some odd reason, do not seem to dampen one who sleeps upon them.
Enter Item: A hunter's cap (a reference to Catcher in the Rye; basically, it symbolizes innocence, as well as her entering her own journey of self-discovery, self-betterment, and development as a person).
Strife Specibus: Longknifekind - Basically, a knife with a blade about an inch wide and six inches long. She keeps this in a sheath under her belt for backup protection.
Lusus/Living situation: Emmi has a small weasel lusus, weaselmom, who generally travels on her shoulder. Weaselmom has four tails (a parody of the sides on her symbol).
She lives tucked-away in the alley of a large city, mostly in poverty, as it is populated mainly by lowbloods (mostly, rust through yellow).
Appearance: Emmi has shoulder-length, thick, wavy, black hair, which she usually wears down. She has short bangs that are brushed to either side of a long, curved face with high cheekbones, and her eyes are oval-shaped, a light hazel, and pulled up a bit at the corners, with thin, arched eyebrows. Her nose is long and slim, with a point that is more rounded than angular, and doesn't curve up in a "ski-jump". Her lower lip is a bit more plump than her upper, but neither are very thick.
Emmi is somewhat tall, at 5'8", and has a slim waist and shoulders. Her torso is fairly long, with legs that are a bit too short, though not incredibly.
She usually wears a navy blue beanie with a red stripe and a back coat that ends at her waist with peacoat-like buttons, as well as a thin, low-hanging red scarf, and bright green converse with light blue rubber. She wears black leggings under a faded dark purple miniskirt, and a dark green short-sleeve shirt.
Her horns stick straight up, then move backward at a 20 degree angle three-fourths of the length of the first part of the horns, to form part of a triangle.
Her symbol is painted in brown on the back of her coat.
Personality: Emmi has a very negative worldview. She sees people as largely worthless, and as a result sees herself as worthless, too. She sees life as mostly pointless and she sees society as wrong and bad, humanity as terrible, and the future as too distant and… well, probably not any better than her life as it is. She doesn't think it’s logical to hope, or to trust, or to be optimistic, because none of it matters in the vast scheme of things. The universe is cruel and uncaring to her, and people are corrupt and hopeless.
That doesn't keep her from hoping, though.
Emmi craves intimacy, and she craves friendship, love, and warmth. She is attracted to people who are hopeful and optimistic, and she wants to have some kind of goodness in her life. She wants to be close to people who are good, though often, she interprets this in herself as mostly just a need to be close to people in general, even if they are bad, which lends in part to her using prostitution as a way to make money.
Emmi also craves release from the negative world. She wants something better and brighter, something clean and pristine and good. She finds this release in the short-term through ecstasy, through smoking, and through casual sex.
She wants to depend on someone, too. Emmi is tired of being independent, and longs to be able to have someone else to worry about her and for her, and to have a more comfortable life. She wants someone who will sympathize and empathize with her, and who will take some of the weight off her shoulders. Emmi doesn't like control; she is fully capable of handling it, and she is capable of handling herself, but she doesn't want to.
This doesn't mean she is willing to relinquish control to someone else completely, though; if she trusts someone enough she may, but it takes a lot for her to really trust someone. Until then, she will fight every aspect of every statement and decision she doesn't agree with.
Emmi isn't one to fight someone else out of nowhere, but she isn't afraid to defend herself. She doesn't want negativity and violence, but it definitely doesn't scare her, and she won’t let herself be pushed very far before she fights back.
She is also very intelligent, but her intelligence is very focused around logic. Emmi craves reason, logic, and sense, and she is very left-brained; she is better at things like math and science, with hard facts, causes and effects, and little room for subjectivity. She is also very impatient, and doesn't like waiting for things to happen, or for things to be true. Emmi wants direct, immediate, logical results.
Likes: Logic, and objective, straightforward, and efficient thinking. Also likes escape, usually in the form of casual sex/purely sexual relationships, as well as smoking, and, occasionally, ecstasy... Emmi also craves meaningful relationships with people she thinks are worthwhile.
Dislikes: Frivolous things, frivolous people, rude/mean people, the kind of lifestyle she lives and the people in it.
Interests: Mostly just her determined means of escape.
Strengths (Pros): Capable and independent, fairly decent in self-defense, intelligent.
Weaknesses (Cons): Involves herself in dangerous things in order to find release, doesn't trust easily, and doesn't know herself well.
Insecurities: Emmi generally thinks of herself as worthless.
Decision-Making/Leading/Operating Under Stress Abilities: Emmi is actually very capable of remaining calm, and usually only breaks down when people touch on things about herself that are true, but that she isn't already aware of, and she'll react through anger and sometimes violence. What hurts the most, though, and brings out the most extreme reactions, is when someone she cares about leaves her first. She is good at making logical decisions, but not good emotional ones, and she can be a good leader up until emotions come into play.
Other (Optional): Has the ability to alter how other people see her physically, and the general feeling they get about her. These changes are restricted to the mind of the victim, and they cannot physically experience her as anything but what she is.
When she does this, she forms a temporary emotional connection with the other person, which forces her to feel whatever they are feeling. She must maintain this for as long as it takes to alter what she wants to alter, and once she leaves, the new “skin” she has created for herself and the feelings that she has formed for them remain the same until she reforms the bond, and either alters them or drops them.
The physical sign of her doing this is a dilating of her pupil, which makes her extremely sensitive to light during this time. Usually, she ends up just closing and covering her eyes. The dilation is proportionate to the changes she is making; the larger the change, the more dilated her pupils are.
Used Name: Emisha, or just Emi
Date of Birth (mm/dd): 8/19
Age: About 8.5 sweeps- almost 19 Earth years.
Height and Weight: 5'8" and 130lbs
Pronouns: She/her
Actual Gender/Gender Identity: Female
Gender Assigned At Birth: Female
Sexual and Romantic Orientation:
Medical Need(s)/Accommodation(s)?: None
Disabilities?: None
Chumhandle: frozenDegenerate
Text Color (hex code): #c69f46
Quirk: types entirely in lower cvse replvces "a"s with "v"s and uses no punctuvtion
Blood Color (hex code): #c69f46 - orangeblooded
Moon: Prospit
Symbol: Basically an elongated kite, with a line extending from the top point, through the center, and through the bottom to extend slightly below (almost like an arrow, but not quite).
God Tier: Bard of Hope
Explanation of Chosen God Tier: The Bard is "one who invites destruction through [aspect]", as well as "one who allows destruction of [aspect]", and hope is... fairly straightforward; meaning, literally, hope. Emmi invites destruction through hope in the sense that her hope for a better life, for a meaningful relationship, etc., pulls her further into destructive and harmful tendencies (lots of meaningless, unsafe sex, dangerous drugs, smoking). And through these tendencies and exposition to this world, Emmi further allows the destruction of that very hope.
Land: Land of Sunshine and Meadows
Description of Land: Emmi's land is basically an ironic insult to her general lack of innocence, an ode to her loss of innocence, a taunt (in forcing her into the kind of frivolity she dislikes), and a display of what she- way deep down- truly craves and desires, without really knowing it. It is basically what the name implies; endless meadows full of lush grass and colorful flowers, a daintily pretty pillow thick enough to sleep on, interrupted by the occasional small pond (the land's water source). The sun is bright and warm, and dances across the sometimes glittery or reflective surfaces of the flower petals, and the dewdrops on the long, comfortable blades of grass, which for some odd reason, do not seem to dampen one who sleeps upon them.
Enter Item: A hunter's cap (a reference to Catcher in the Rye; basically, it symbolizes innocence, as well as her entering her own journey of self-discovery, self-betterment, and development as a person).
Strife Specibus: Longknifekind - Basically, a knife with a blade about an inch wide and six inches long. She keeps this in a sheath under her belt for backup protection.
Lusus/Living situation: Emmi has a small weasel lusus, weaselmom, who generally travels on her shoulder. Weaselmom has four tails (a parody of the sides on her symbol).
She lives tucked-away in the alley of a large city, mostly in poverty, as it is populated mainly by lowbloods (mostly, rust through yellow).
Appearance: Emmi has shoulder-length, thick, wavy, black hair, which she usually wears down. She has short bangs that are brushed to either side of a long, curved face with high cheekbones, and her eyes are oval-shaped, a light hazel, and pulled up a bit at the corners, with thin, arched eyebrows. Her nose is long and slim, with a point that is more rounded than angular, and doesn't curve up in a "ski-jump". Her lower lip is a bit more plump than her upper, but neither are very thick.
Emmi is somewhat tall, at 5'8", and has a slim waist and shoulders. Her torso is fairly long, with legs that are a bit too short, though not incredibly.
She usually wears a navy blue beanie with a red stripe and a back coat that ends at her waist with peacoat-like buttons, as well as a thin, low-hanging red scarf, and bright green converse with light blue rubber. She wears black leggings under a faded dark purple miniskirt, and a dark green short-sleeve shirt.
Her horns stick straight up, then move backward at a 20 degree angle three-fourths of the length of the first part of the horns, to form part of a triangle.
Her symbol is painted in brown on the back of her coat.
Personality: Emmi has a very negative worldview. She sees people as largely worthless, and as a result sees herself as worthless, too. She sees life as mostly pointless and she sees society as wrong and bad, humanity as terrible, and the future as too distant and… well, probably not any better than her life as it is. She doesn't think it’s logical to hope, or to trust, or to be optimistic, because none of it matters in the vast scheme of things. The universe is cruel and uncaring to her, and people are corrupt and hopeless.
That doesn't keep her from hoping, though.
Emmi craves intimacy, and she craves friendship, love, and warmth. She is attracted to people who are hopeful and optimistic, and she wants to have some kind of goodness in her life. She wants to be close to people who are good, though often, she interprets this in herself as mostly just a need to be close to people in general, even if they are bad, which lends in part to her using prostitution as a way to make money.
Emmi also craves release from the negative world. She wants something better and brighter, something clean and pristine and good. She finds this release in the short-term through ecstasy, through smoking, and through casual sex.
She wants to depend on someone, too. Emmi is tired of being independent, and longs to be able to have someone else to worry about her and for her, and to have a more comfortable life. She wants someone who will sympathize and empathize with her, and who will take some of the weight off her shoulders. Emmi doesn't like control; she is fully capable of handling it, and she is capable of handling herself, but she doesn't want to.
This doesn't mean she is willing to relinquish control to someone else completely, though; if she trusts someone enough she may, but it takes a lot for her to really trust someone. Until then, she will fight every aspect of every statement and decision she doesn't agree with.
Emmi isn't one to fight someone else out of nowhere, but she isn't afraid to defend herself. She doesn't want negativity and violence, but it definitely doesn't scare her, and she won’t let herself be pushed very far before she fights back.
She is also very intelligent, but her intelligence is very focused around logic. Emmi craves reason, logic, and sense, and she is very left-brained; she is better at things like math and science, with hard facts, causes and effects, and little room for subjectivity. She is also very impatient, and doesn't like waiting for things to happen, or for things to be true. Emmi wants direct, immediate, logical results.
Likes: Logic, and objective, straightforward, and efficient thinking. Also likes escape, usually in the form of casual sex/purely sexual relationships, as well as smoking, and, occasionally, ecstasy... Emmi also craves meaningful relationships with people she thinks are worthwhile.
Dislikes: Frivolous things, frivolous people, rude/mean people, the kind of lifestyle she lives and the people in it.
Interests: Mostly just her determined means of escape.
Strengths (Pros): Capable and independent, fairly decent in self-defense, intelligent.
Weaknesses (Cons): Involves herself in dangerous things in order to find release, doesn't trust easily, and doesn't know herself well.
Insecurities: Emmi generally thinks of herself as worthless.
Decision-Making/Leading/Operating Under Stress Abilities: Emmi is actually very capable of remaining calm, and usually only breaks down when people touch on things about herself that are true, but that she isn't already aware of, and she'll react through anger and sometimes violence. What hurts the most, though, and brings out the most extreme reactions, is when someone she cares about leaves her first. She is good at making logical decisions, but not good emotional ones, and she can be a good leader up until emotions come into play.
Other (Optional): Has the ability to alter how other people see her physically, and the general feeling they get about her. These changes are restricted to the mind of the victim, and they cannot physically experience her as anything but what she is.
When she does this, she forms a temporary emotional connection with the other person, which forces her to feel whatever they are feeling. She must maintain this for as long as it takes to alter what she wants to alter, and once she leaves, the new “skin” she has created for herself and the feelings that she has formed for them remain the same until she reforms the bond, and either alters them or drops them.
The physical sign of her doing this is a dilating of her pupil, which makes her extremely sensitive to light during this time. Usually, she ends up just closing and covering her eyes. The dilation is proportionate to the changes she is making; the larger the change, the more dilated her pupils are.